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Oh ME :)



M I D

midah, mid, ham, honeydew, haha, or whatever you call me.
For your info, Hamidah is my name.
I’ve finally turned eighteen yo!
Still young at heart haha :D
A year three poly student,
taking a diploma in Biomedical Sci...
Science freako…erm…
Family & frenz are loves!
Laughter is my remedy.
Music is my drug.
Yeah, that's it for now...
Now u think u know me better??
Till then go ponder ponder urself hah!

bolditalicstrikestrong♥♥♥ Love &

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Digital camera
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~Mentees~

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dearest cat
Monday, September 15, 2008
4:24 AM
these few days have been really tough for my family...
it saddens me to see my cat suffering and not being herself lately.
i am so afraid that the unexpected would occur.
being with her for 15 years, she is already considered one of my family members.
15 years...yes...and mostly cats can live up to 15 years, and more than that would be bonus.

she eats and drink as well as goes to the toilet lesser.
she is getting much more thinner and losing fur.
at times, she tends to stare into the distance at nothing in particular.
she even gets easily startled by sudden noises or touches.

the most scariest part of all is that her breathing rate has changed...
becoming more rapid and shallow.
she is no longer active and responsive as before.
besides she is always looking restless and has been sleeping for very long hours.

last saturday was horrible.
i went out with my family and no one was at home.
something horrifying happened when we came home and opened the front door...
there were drops of blood on the floor.
went to the kitchen and there stood my cat...her mouth was covered with blood.
there was also blood on her paw...and i saw one of her nails had dropped off.
later we found her struggling to cough out her furball and she stick out her tongue
and not closing her mouth for several minutes....saliva dripping with traces of blood.
dad examined her mouth and there was no signs of furball stuck in her mouth.

haiz...just thinking and blogging about her makes me tear up.
every night i would sit next to her...covering her body with blanket and being extra gentle.
with every touch, she would close her eyes and eventually back to her long sleep.
today i sacrifice my bed and let her sleep on it...while i sleep on the mattress below.
its so sad just looking at her and i certainly would not want to startle her with my sudden movements...
i just want her to be comfortable.

i love her dearly and hopefully she will get well soon...